Faces

I normally get face 4 and face 11.

Sad.
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Its a mess in there

I have an awesome memory.
I also have a vivid imagination.
My brain on the other hand is a disorganized mess!
Hence movies like Inception and eXistenZ will give me a bigger mindfuck than the average viewer.

Wait, have I told you this before?

Baww

This is now a Baww blog.

God, Glory & Gold

Why do we do anything? A teacher in high school mentioned the 3 G's, God, Glory and Gold. At the time, he was talking about the American colonization, but I think for the most part, it still holds up today. I always have this thought in the back of my mind - whenever people say they want to do anything, I think why? Nowadays, the answer is usually "Glory". It is something in their bucket list or something they just want to do at least one and say they did it.

Then, there are when I think why people say they'll do something, but end up bailing - girls (or guys). The 4th "G". Damn our hormones. I have even found myself in this situation way too many times; I once told a friend that I have no real interest in reading the Harry Potter series, unless it is to my kid (future talk) or a girl asked me. I even remember running across campus back in school, late at night and before a mid-term, because a girl wanted to "hang-out". I barely passed that class. Too many times in my life I've held off on doing anything because I wanted a girl to be there with me to experience it - too many times. Too many times, I've waited.

Well, I got tired of waiting and being nice, so I started being a bit more greedy. If I wanted to do something, I do my best to do it as soon as possible. As much as I would enjoy doing these things with others, I just can't wait around anymore.

It is summer in the Pacific Northwest, we have a limited time of this great weather, now is the time to do anything and everything. As motto from my old work, "Do it Now!" - I will do it now.

I thought she was out of my life, but she just had to start texting me again.

For the Weekend

I'm down at my mom's house for the weekend. She lives farther away from the city, so it is a nice place to getaway every now and then. One benefit being out here is there is much less light pollution. As I walked my mom's dog earlier this evening, I got to see stars I would not be able to see back at my apt. I also heard there was a chance that the Aurora Borealas might be visible in my state tonight. I was out walking for about 20 minutes there was no luck. I think I would have stayed out longer if I wasn't shivering in my pajamas.

I normally sleep on the couch when I visit, but I am now on a sleeping bag in my old room. As I got up to turn off the light, I took a look at my room and tried to remember what it used to be like. The furniture and my messy cloths are no longer here, but there are still memories. I noticed all the stapler holes on the wall and started envisioning the poster or pictures that use to be there. Oh the simpler times, I do miss thee. Well, time for sleep, 3 mile run tomorrow.